Wednesday, September 24, 2003

Alright, so I recognize that sometimes I can be a complete and utter ditz--por ejemplo--I was attempting to sign on to a computer at my brother's office to which the user name is Laptop, only I put Labtop and couldn't figure out why I couldn't log in. Yes, I sometimes get confused as to whether it is laptop, or labtop...ridiculous I know.

For all who haven't heard yet, I survived my mid-west road trip and actually had a great time. My time began in Cincy with the boy. Even though I know that he will read this, I am not writing this for him but simply to give everyone a glimpse into my feelings where he is concerned. Yeah, I tend to throw the word 'precious' around, but for once I have found a guy to whom it actually applies. Never have I met anyone who can make me feel so happy, unconditionally loved (yes I feel loved), comfortable, and...safe. In a very short period of time, we have gone from being complete strangers to being involved in this intense relationship--I'm happy...He is an amazing guy, and I have been literally blessed to have him in my life.

From Cincy, I ended up in g-ville...oh yes, I fell into that whole nostalgic trap. Other than not recognizing 80% of the people on campus, and finally coming to terms with the fact that my 4 years of irresponsibility are now over, it was a good time. Spam was nice enough to put me up for a few days and catch me up on all of the drama that is not longer a part of my life. God, I miss college---what if I end up going through some major bout with depression simply because I graduated and no longer live in a bubble? I'm not sure I am ready to handle this---please, I'm not serious.

After spending probably a day longer than I should have in g-ville I moved on to Chicago where I spent a few days with Keeks. God I miss that girl. Regardless of where we are or what we are doing, something hysterical always happens and we end up laughing so hard that...yeah it's bad.

Well the bro is done with work and we are heading home even though I have so much more I could write about. Maybe later--